things is getting out of hand~~~
haha

Justin Bieber - Never Say Never ft. Jaden Smith and Dumbfoundead: Up in the air

so so in love with this 2 songs





And Also,

Never say never

I just love this song...
love the female singer voice,
love the Rhythm,
and of course, love J.Park rap.... Its just sound so personal, so him...
J.Park, Love ya!!~~~

Roll, roll back the clouds
Let the sun shine through

[VERSE 1-DUMBFOUNDEAD]
There's light at the end of the tunnel
I haven't seen it
Not all of us become rockstars and ballerinas
Even in California the sun ain't always beaming
Can't predict the forecast for all four seasons
We have dark days
Can't make your car payments
Workin a whackass job living in mom's basement
Some lands never get rain so there's starvation
Some only see snow through neighborhoods Scarfaces
Not everything is set in stone
The weather changes
It's like god and the devils trying to entertain us
Walked in the treacherous storm and overcame it
It is never an easy path on the road to greatness
So don't you give me that boo hoo hoo shit
We're moving on to that new new new shit
Look up into the clouds and watch it blow away
Until my problems just go away

[CHORUS-Clara]
When the clouds are in the sky
Know that they're just passing by
There'll be sunshine
Yeah
If your days are stormy nights
Dry the raindrops from your eyes
There'll be sunshine

[VERSE 2-JAY]
Everybody works hard for their goals to achieve
But like the ocean is sea, man, the motion is free
So nothing ever adds up the way we want it to
I guess my math teacher was just a substitute
Everybody hits a rough patch turbulence in the sky
Life's a cow I made a burger
And I'm serving it with some fries
Gotta make do with the cards that are dealt
And though it's hard as hell
I know that God will help
Cause although I live in Seattle
It's not always gonna rain
There'll be some sunny days coming up this way
Everybody's wanting to see me struggling
Running away from pain
But I know the wondrous things are coming to visit again someday
So no worries I just stand here with a smirk on my face
Although I know some people out there throwin dirt on my name
But it's all good
Still show em some love
Cause unlike that girl from the movie
I ain't holdin no grudge

[CHORUS-CLARA]
When the clouds are in the sky
Know that they're just passing by
There'll be sunshine
Yeah
If your days are stormy nights
Dry the raindrops from your eyes
There'll be sunshine

[BRIDGE-CLARA]
I've been a little lost
But I'm not colorblind
I'll follow that yellow brick road
And put my fears behind
And on that yellow road
I'll find a wishing well
Cast a line and in time I know I'll prevail

credits

released 23 April 2010
Features
Clara Chung
Dumbfoundead
Jay Park (AOM)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S
They are easy to spell but hard to find...
I mean those true friends....
But luckily, i found a few...
They might not think that way, but i do treasure them...
just wanna say before they went to NS...

"Dun you guys dare to forget me!
LOL
Love ya guys~~~"

(sorry, thats the way i talk to those guys... LOL)

This 2 week, i m like running marathon around Spore!!!!
Going certain places in a day...

Thats not because i m a shopaholic...
But cause i need to bring my thai relatives around!
My first Marathon was with my 4 Ah yi....
And my second Marathon was with my Uncle, his wife and another 3 Thai friends.

Its so so hectic!!!!

BUT.... i bought some stuff that i m really loving it~~~

my fav clinque liquid facial soap...

Juicy Couture mini perfume...
This smell real good and the smell stays really long too..
I love it!!!
haha

I also bought an eye brush from Etude House....
Its less than S$10 and i m surprise that the quality is really good!!!
gosh... If u are looking for a good cheap brush... Etude House's brush is good enough for u.

Not only that, when i m at the airport, i bought a few Elizabeth Arden's stuff that is selling in a really good price!

Firstly, its their Eight hour cream lip Protectant
S$10
(i bought this was actually to buy the below stuff in a much cheaper price!)


Second, it will be their high Shine Lip Gloss No.18
S$9.90!!!!

And Lastly! My current fac Face Brush!
S$29.90!!!!
Trust me...
Its super soft that i cant describe!!!
ttyl~

yeap!

n so i have decided to rebond my hair..

AND I FINALLY DID IT!

It's really sudden n i m happy with it.. though its really flat, i hope that after my first wash, it wont be that flat...

I JUST CANT STOP TOUCHING MY HAIR!!!!

(random)
Yeap . we are families...
We post the same too~~~
hahaha

Genting trip was fun!
Different when you go with diff pple.
However, i think i spend more time in KL...
hahaha!

Though the stuff is not that cheap COMPARED to THAILAND...
but still, it is cheaper than Spore~~

the first day we do is to play in the theme park...
Well, its ok...

So the first stuff that i bought,
IS A TANK TOP FROM FCUK!!!!
I know... buying them in Malaysia???
But there is 50% discount!
its around S$25?

Then later i bought a shade...
(Forgot to take a pic of it! sorry~~)

So while shopping, i realise that Malaysia has "Nature Republic"!
The store is damn big too!
Ok... i dunno if this brand is good but i bought their sleeping mask that will brighten and whiten my face....
I bought 1 free mask and 1 free BB cream packet too~~~
Will tell you how is it next time~
(Am so crazy about mask currently.... My favorite mask will be the gel mask from FaceShop~)

So, on the last day, i starts to do my last minute shopping at Genting....
i bought this 2 bag that i have been aiming since day 1!
it hot pink in color!
there is a 5rm discount for each and what's more!,
the quality is good too
hehehe.... good buy!~


Of course i bought fragrance candle...
(Which is from thailand???? Wth....)
but their smell is so nice!
Gonna try them soon
(have been crazy about fragrance too!~)


So last but not least,
i bought honey and 1 snack (i dunno what its called),
the snack should be eaten on the way home but i just fall asleep n forgot about it...
hahaha

So thats what i bought(except for 1 shades)
i think i bought the most for this trip....
LOL

My Mummy's creation!
Though she cook it mainly for my eldest sis, i have small portion of this heartwarming lunch too!
(though my sis got 1 whole slice of fish n pork!)
Love you Mum!~~~

A Friend's Confession

It's been a while
since my heart has been changing,
since I've been dealing with it lonesome..
every time you came back,
I hated the guy that made you cry

I'd rather protect you,
although I don't know if it will make it better...

This time I'll hold you and love you
is what I thought

Baby, come to me now
And be my lady
I've watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart.

As a friend, to remain as friends,
I had to push the confessions down my throat
But now I'll confess to you,
I love you...

You hold my hand and tell me you only have me
Keeping me as a friend,
you say it's a blessing
Whenever you say let's never change,
I had to push my feelings down

It might be best if I protect you,
not knowing if it will be better

I kept hearing it but I kept cool
I was too scared to lose you, but...

Baby (Baby) Come to me now (Come to me)
And be my lady (lady)
I've watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart (No)

As a friend (Your friend), to remain as friends (I know),
I had to push the confessions down my throat (The overflowing words)

That confession (confession) I had to hold it in (I couldn't say it)
But now I'll confess to you,
I love you...

by 2pm...

finally its over...
Last week can be said as the worst week and the best thing ever happened to me...
Though i lose all my face and maybe my true self is expose,

BUT!
I just feel happy over some reason~~~
Lets make those reason a secret~~~ hehe

Door Open

"can you close your mouth when you are coughing?"
"its really loud and i cant sleep at all... heart pain..."

Heart pain because of what?
Will someone let me stay at your house without blaming me for coughing.?
i just dun feel i m part of the family anymore...

yesterday i a bad bad day...

First of all, my cough is not recovering.
This cough have cause me lots of trouble.

i hate the look of my family that they are looking at me now...
i m guilty enough but those eyes are very scary
I felt like i shouldnt be in this family...

memories just appear on what i m in this family...
Hate it...
Arghh

have u ever been in a situation that u are really busy n u just to focus ur work like for 2 months?
yes? No?

So u tell ur frens..
Will they understand?
So the first thing u want to do after that hectic and sad months are to find them but yet they neglect u...
It just hurt me so much to know that they doesn't understand my tiredness and sadness that i been through....

I dun need them to be there for me but i just need a listener...
Is it wrong to focus on my FYP that much?
i haven even properly sit down n talk with my family for a month!

within january till now, i only see them for like 10days?
They didnt even msg me for a support why do i need to msg them back?
Why do i need t make the first move?
Its a disappointment.

Family is still the best....

its quite a disappointment
i didnt realise until today...

cant believe it at all...
i just felt like i m being cheated for the whole lot time..

I m ok to get used by pple at times. but this is just too much...

this is disappointing...

bestie is at next door.
I want to chat with them...
Too bad i cant...

When can we properly sit down n chat again?
dunno...

Shout Out to Adrian!!!!
hehehehahahahohoho
all e best~~!!!
Finally finally...
LOL

i m tired..
Cant i just rest for a while?
No... My fyp is not done yet...
Whats more?
i have to prepare for my portfolio right after that..
Greatzzz

Chinese New year is coming...
n yet i cant even celebrate...
i haven even buy my new clothes...

i want to go out
i want to meet my friends...
i want to exercise!!!

Cant i just do them now?
why is the last lap always so difficult ....

i just cant stop feeling down...
Btw.. i just took at pic on my tank...
kind of dirty, miss feeding them and cleaning my tank...
I just miss everything!!!

Yeap they are dirty..
i know...
Hp cam sucks.. cant focus...
but hoe u can see the little dots.. they are my baby shrimps
haha~~

My Updated Beauty Wish list:

1. Make up brushes (Sigma)
   
2. OPI nail Polisher (DS Reserve, Cancun Fiesta)
3. Nude lipstick/lipgloss
4. Mac Pink blushes and bronzer
5. Urban Decay Primer
   
6. Hot tools Professional Spring Curling Iron
   
7. firming body lotion
8. Eye Masks
   
9. boobi pins and some hair care spray.

So some some of them i have gotten them (Red) and i added more stuff too (Purple)... haha
My Nude lipstick will be coming soon as i bought it from a Spree at sgclub.com..
its a NYX round lipstick.. haha..

Hope they will arrive soon~~!

So today, i have a long bath..
i am trying this hair mask from RPR if i m not wrong...
Seems not bad.. haha

And now, i am putting my newly bought eye masks while doing my 2D...
Kinda useless i think...
I am not even resting my eyes!!!
gosh....

"I need to start having a healthy and beautiful lifestyle"

This is what i have been thinking ever for these few days after being motivated by the vloggers (is that what u call them?)...

Esp Juicystar07... She let me want to become prettier and healthy...
So, i will try to start by learning to drink plain water...

haha

I am those who will not drink though she knows that she is thirsty...

Juicystar07... Pls motivate me more~~~!
haha

Days of project is not over yet...
But seriously i really really want to rest and go shopping!!!

Today, i nearly want to go shopping at my nearby shopping centres...
I m too tempted!!!

But in the end.. i didnt...
Instead, i went to straightened my hair and do some makeup exploration with my coastal scents...
Outcome?
you grade it!
haha

This is how my make-up look like
(Btw, i do wear clothes but my hair covered them!)

How long have i not wear earings?

Lighting becomes better as i us my mirror as a reflector...

Credits to:

1. My eldest sister's Hair straightener
2. My second sister's heat protection spray thingie...
3. MY Mummy lipsticks and Shiseido's natural eyebrow pencil
4. My newly coast scents!
5. Red Earth -Ice Queen - Illuminating Powder face and body
6. Shiseido - Maquillage -blusher
7. Some contour thingie that is bought in Daiso...
8. Pupa mascara...
   

So straight hair or curly hair???

My pregnant sis is now stayng with us...
Im So HAPPY~!!!

now, i do not need to worry of her falling etc.
having the chance to touch her stomach like everyday, i learned a trick that my little niece will respond.
You will have to tickle the stomach ( alll five fingers focus on 1 point and slowly spread out kind.)
She will kicked back!
Gosh... So cute~~~

today my sis took a picture n let me see too...
Its her!!!
i can see her face and i think i should share with u guys....





My little niece... I cant wait to see u~~!

My second time buying stuff from online...
And it was deliver so quickly!!!

Order it on 18/01/10 (Monday) at 1150pm.
And when i was back from sch today, my mum asked me : "what is this?"

When i saw it, i knew it...
Its Here!!!!

Bought it from this website: www.nailvibe.com
I would highly recommend this website to you guys...

1. They have really good service.
2. You dont need to wait very long to get your goods!
3. they have a huge variety of nail colors...
4. ITS OPI!!!

hahaha

This is how it was delivered (in a letter form)

But no Worries!!!
It was pack with some air bubble plastic thingie...
I was given this free!!!

So this is it!!!
From left: Pink of Heart, Cancun Fiesta, Ds Reserve

thats the color, though Cancun Fiesta didnt come out as what i thought, but it still really nice!
(i actually want a slightly duller hot pink)

So this is it! My second time online shopping and frst experience with nail vibe...
Gonna play with them after i finish my target work!
Wish me luck~~~

felt so guilty now after eating so much snacks for the past few days...
really have to cut down them....
Goal for now: after 11pm, no more eating except plain water...
Baxia!

Sigma brushes set!!!

i really really feel like buying this sigma brush set after viewing some youtube remark on it... Arghhhh


i really really wanna go shopping..
damn...
cant help thinking about the stuff i wanna buy..

Day 1 and 2 Lunch, Dinner and Snacks

So after eating them almost all, we went to the grocery store

We top up our stock again!!!!
Gosh.. So fattening

i bought some bobby pin and elastic pen today!!!
Finally~~~

Also, i bought this:

Small Container (Exactly the same~)

Its for my broken eye shadow from KOSE that i really love....
It this shimmering white in color..
i really dun wanna waste it...

though i m not those who is into pink, but the store that i went, pink is like the best color, others sucks....

ok... i will be back on my fyp~~~

youtube is like one of my bestfriend to learn more about other people!

the link below is really useful if you have problems organising your stuff..

Juicystar07's Room tour

After my FYP, i am gonna clean up my stuff and organise them..
Thanks to Juicystar07 in youtube alot~~~

So after my FYP, i really hope that i can find the folowing stuffs:

Bracelet 3 Tier T-Bar Jewelry Display Black Velvet
(mainly for my bracelet and watches)

Make up brushes holder...
Gonna DIY it while looking for good brushes...

Books Divider~~
maybe i will DIY it too~~

Other than all this things, i m goona reorganise my DVDs/VCDs again..
It is such a mess now...

Also i am gonna organise my clothings in a way just like Juicystar07's way of organinsation...

Wish me luck!!!

My Beauty wishlist

My face have been really bad for the past few weeks...
But after using some skin med introduced, my skin is like so soft and smooth!
Goshh... i love it!!!!

So with my skin getting better, i really really wanna buy a lot of beauty products.

My Little beauty wishlist:

1. Make up brushes
2. OPI nail Polisher (DS Reserve, Cancun Fiesta)
3. Nude lipstick/lipgloss
4. Hot tools Professional Spring Curling Iron
   
5. firming body lotion
6. Eye Masks and facial masks (Still dunno what brand to buy~~ any reccomendation?)
7. boobi pins and some hair care spray.

The first 2 is like the yes yes i m gonna buy...
Cant wait to buy it!

Goshh... i m so addicted!!!
Help!!!

Red Hair me...

my new new hairstyle...

Acting Cute...

Nice nice?

This is the manga i watch..
Totally cant remember what manga is that.

This is the original drawing from the author.
So what is wrong with this?
imagine if you have a bleednose n u stuck tissue into your nose... with the drawing above, will you be able to breathe?
haha, i didnt realise it at all until i saw the convo that the author write n tell us about.

So, with my itchy hand, i edit the pic...
It doesnt look that bad if the mouth is open ya?

Overall, now, i m like this girl above, keep on doing her work n dun care about the surrounding...
Seriously tired!!!

Things to do after FYP

i really cant take FYP anymore...
Please! let me end this proj asap!

After my FYP, i m gonna do lots of stuff!

1. Celebrate! Have Fun!!!
2. Facial
3. Shopping!
   
4. Run! Exercise! Slim Down! (i m always eating and sitting down! nth else damn)
5. Get into University
   
6. Look for Job! Save money!
   
7. Design my future room
8. Spend more time with my family (esp my pregnant sis)
9. Clean my tank!
10. GO OVERSEA!!! (Sick of spore!)
    

Present to all my precious friends and Family...
Hope this new year will be as vibrant, bright and fun like the flower on top...
Cheers~~~

MakeUp Fun~

i m so so so bored of fyp
So bored of drawing Kupa and gururu..

Looking at my Coastal Scent 88 warm palettes beside me, i cant stop trying them out...
LOL

Thinking wad type of eye shadow color suites red lipstick...
this is my outcome of the fun...
(Dun laugh..)

Eyeshadow: Coastal Scent 88 warm Palettes
LipStick: Shiseido Perfect Roulge

When i add a sexy mole...

Do u wan a Rosy lip?
try Shiseido Perfect Roulge....

Happy New Year!!!
my first ever drawing and my future husband (ps~~) lol
Cheers~~